six billion secrets

I want to say something.

I ADORE YOU.

I wish you knew how important you're to me. You're one of the best person I've ever met. I'm really surprised when you say certain things to me. I really wonder if any other guy has the guts to be so honest as you are. I wish I knew how you feel about me. Because I think something has change. We don't talk anymore (we used to talk so much for hours), we stop dancing together (I love dancing with you, having the feeling that at least for that moment, I was yours, therE in your arms). You never start a conversation anymore. I'm always the one starting. I really miss these things. I didn't mind when you sent me a text at 4 o´clock in the morning. I didn't mind because I knew you were thinking about me. We have so much in common, have the same thoughts about society, the same tastes about movies, tv shows, etc. We are so alike.

Maybe things will never work but I really want you to be my very special friend. I need you back in my life, like it used to be. I miss you. I know I'll suffer if I see you with someone else. But I need your friendship. Don't take that away from me.

I dreamed with you the other night. You know that for me it's a big of deal. I never remember my dreams, but i remember that one.

GMH